God ik you're not really real but i've got something to say to you Really talking more to myself does that just enrage you I'm waiting on the dawn Lost in my own bed thinking will i ever be someone Will i ever have something in my own name cuz even that my mamma gave me If i believe What if i believe So i win Find some mine So i win Try to find Find him Make me lie make me pry make me sing make me try Make me feel alive I don't need to pull it together If you're gunna ignore me then i'm doing whatever i mean You've noticed my behavior i've been waiting all along If you know what's right then prove me wrong i swear i'm sold A little bit smarter than my peers A little bit hungrier than she is A little bit too soft with the mean shit I mean what's the deal with leaving You tell me don't believing Oh well i'm mad And i'ma hold on to that feeling Sometimes you find and it's real Sometimes you lose lose and deal Sometimes you break and don't fix Sometimes you take and don't give Hey you You know i'm not about conflict I'm just trying to resolve this so Tell me Is it true

Not as incompetent as I seem I'm poising // poison for more See me stalking the edge of this whole scene Waiting to be sure I see the way your'e judging me it's march my calendar's on february of last year So i'm stuck in the past huh what's that supposed to mean I'm living i'm thriving i'm just trying to daydream Forget all this pressure I'm made for much better I'm just trying to build Catch me in my sleep Well i'm dreaming this whole thing Are you ... for real? (Yoh) Sitting in silence switching the most somber expressions that naturally attune to the curvature of my folly Fostering woes like anesthetics I'm numb to basic procedures needles unearth nerves and expose me to feelings that, birth keys to unlock doors, chords choral veins play ventricle symphonies the allure of, Balance growth on the edge of phoenix wings and let my libra scales tip, kicked, a hornets nest with a twist of fate uploaded my consciousness clicked To fast on a tab that left my tongue tied, died, ad Infinitum of minute of, I should’ve done away with everything, before I felt the floor and folded into pieces perched beneath the trees waiting for a cold breeze Find me, and hold me, timing is a perfect celebrate in smoke as we go up I show up and show out, I am the reason the evening is silent in silence I find that formation I need, go hard till limbs feel limerick finicky faces surround the perimeter lately I need break ghost through intention with little incentive to breathe I Forget all this pressure I'm made for much better I'm just trying to build Catch me in my sleep Well i'm dreaming this whole thing Are you ... for real? Forget all this pressure Know i can do better But i'm just tryin to chill Now let's get the bottle Get to it tomorrow Show you something for real

Cracks in my screen and i break for you Say what you want it's on your mind Know it's just me and i don't judge the truth Come talk to me boy i've got time Say hi Say that i'm a dream her Don't ask if you know you're gunna lie So fine i know you're gunna leave her Can't say no to save your life Cracks in my screen and i break for you I must bored or bad or blind I get high alone and i cave in the mood I told you i'm not lie Say hi Say that i'm a dream her Don't ask if you know you're gunna lie So fine i know you're gunna leave her Can't say no to save your life

Life's coming fast It's making me tired I just wanna rest Surrounded by flowers How Full circle feels like down So good to know It's me on my own I don't wanna feel anything I don't wanna be so proud I don't wanna feel anything Like i'll never get out You let me down Lower me to the ground Feel anything I don't wanna feel anything no I don't wanna feel any I don't wanna feel anything I don't wanna feel anything I don't wanna feel anything Almost got you today But you had it babe Found something safe Find something to grasp You are the best

I know that you’re trying to wear me down but I won’t Yeah I won’t be tied all my life And boy you better believe this hype that I own But that don’t mean you shouldn’t be moving on Why can’t you find yourself on your own Why can’t you do it alone? Think you need me but you’re wrong. You’re truly needy as hell wanting some all-in-one But I won’t play along I’m not your mom Don’t think you’re able to gaslight me when you’re wrong All you want is someone to project on Why can’t you find yourself on your own Why can’t you do it alone Think you need me but you’re wrong A paperback’s not an accessory so don’t Bukowski at me Why’s everything you do so 2-D like why you reading here it’s a party Intelligence your defensive feature But you can’t even put it down I gotta teach ya Empathy you got amnesia Broke ass Mac Demarco looking ass preacher You hear me No? I see you oh I’m sick of buying you to Tecates Why can’t you just move to LA already

Put you on the back-burner Till i decide Can you just run parallel To my life When i push back You better not back away I make the cracks So i can crawl in deeper let me seep in how can we be more than just skin It's a chemical thing Will you come in me It's a chemical thing I know that i have you but i want you more Hold your face so hard that my teeth grind give me to you so hard that there is no mine Closer